Never trust the devil inside us

ape lagi nak cakap.. pemgalaman mengajar,tapi do we learn?
dah kene banyak kali tapi masih senang nak cite hal kat org lain, and juz got a really bad instinct to my new friendship with Jane. Did she really sincere with the friendship or she just being a selfish to herself until die tak realize die dah sakit kan hati aku.
aku mule rase diketuk to realize when he secretly messenger with Fared,the 1 that was like her. tapi dah turn to me on jane's match-make date. tapi seems like die jealous dengan aku suddenly when she found out that how stable is Fared was. ok,fine.. aku x mintak die carikan bf utk aku. and aku x pernah categorize a criteria a man who shud be with me. aku pon xtau nak ckp ape. tpi amna said stop hoping dengan fared and try to avoid a lil and give a space to myself.
insyallah aku akan balik sg buloh balik. doing my normal life..
aku renting kat luar sebab aku need space to myself which i no longer have any my space in sg buloh. tapi buat ape duduk luar kalau aku susah and paling worst sakit hati.
so i've made a decision, to move in back at sg buloh, i got plenty things to do.
i didn't succeed my mission this year and it is horrible. just 2 month left...

aku frust sgt sbb ade org yg sentiasa nak terasa die penting, so sanggup betray kawan die sendiri... and really got a bad instinct toward her.. sbb dalam diam die boleh msg.. kenape die x buat ni dlu... sudah la...