Single and Available

still single and available
dalam tak sedar dah setahun lebih.
and dalam tak sedar tahun ni pon dah half year flown away
tahun depan i'm gonna be 3series...
tension nya

getting older tapi unstable
nak cari kerja lain.

owh,,,start planning for next year and the next 3 years
lelaki...kalau ade jodoh kawin la...
taknak fikir,tapi sometimes rase lonely gak...

move on

i try to move on..
try to be some new
try to accept a new love in life...

i doa and berharap perkenalan yang baru ni di berkati Allah
i just wish he's my destiny

But it's Allah secret... subhanallah...

but i still can't reveal who the person...
takot tak jadi nanti malu.... just harap semua org tolong doa kan moga kami jadi la ye...
insyallah

LOL
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Tiring season

Biasa la, takde onternet and takde mase nak update blog..
Tapi i'm trying the best utk commit dengan blog bile ade masa terluang...
dah bulan 6 dan.. half year dah 2011 go through.

life so far still manage utk stabilize... hahah
biasa la financial problem... :)

business still in progress..
tengah cari fund lagi, because i taknak buat loan..
tengah manage utk buat collection..

life macam tu la... cume fill up sikit sebab dah stay rumah sewa balik.
tapi still borig

ade someone in my life but i cant reveal yet sebab tak confirm lagi..
tak best sikit sebab kitorang susah nak jumpa... die sangat la workaholic...
he's working with TNB.. guy from south...
so far cuma my bestbuddy tau hal die...

and sekarang i tengah berubat for my asthma at alor setar..
so every 2 weeks i will go there... a bit tiring tapi kene usaha
i akan usaha sedaya upaya untuk baik kan lelah ni...
as least aku tak payah bergantung dengan ubat.

1st treatment is on my besday... a day after my besday...
so next week kene pergi lagi utk follow-up session


LOL
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cooking!?

Huh today I'm going to cook.
The menu, mmm undecided yet..
Main course - butter rice, ayam rendang malaysia and vegie.
Now I'm going to Giant to buy the ingredient to cook.
So wish me luck...



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Sequel weekend yg Busy

A bit tiring,but full of satisfaction :D
Ni je la pict yang sempat diambil & di upload

while @ Feringghi - Angelina Naliq

When in Tutorial class of Pra-kursus Perkahwinan ;-)

Ayiem & Lea's Wedding

Supporter who not very supportive.. hehe
Sebab theme color suppose RED
Instead kami ber-4 unplanned wearing MAROON.

Lurve..
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My weekend..

Since past a few weeks before, I tersangat la membusy kan diri...
I went to Penang for 3 day, the following weekend went for Kursus Kahwin at TTDI, to Bangi for Anya aqiqah ceremony and chilling with friends..

Owh 1 good news is, i dah registered a company with collaborate...ush no la this is sharing business with Jane.. is a partnership. Registered Enterprise je.. we called it 'Ribbon Republic'... so nice.

unfortunately the business not running aggressively sebab nak bagi laluan utk Jane & Naliq settle down 1st on Oct this year...Insyallah
Lagipon fund raiser belum ade... I wish by the end of this year saham aku dapat byk la... "i guess i need to increase lagi 5% la..."

so kene la postpone dulu shopping spree to Bandung. Tapi takpe ape yang ade skang ni kami on je dulu... tak menjadi masalah. now kami planning utk buat hamper for Hari Raya... so sekarang i still searching the items... Buat calculation for budget and cost price and retail price...

as u all knows my Love life is sucks.. haha... so its better to take a break 1st.. focus and concentrating to my business 1st. owh there's a time i feel sick & tired nak keje kat WD.. but after a few consideration,actually after balik dari penang resting... I try to take positive side and move on.. absorb the weaken, stand up straight high... proudly so org tak pijak kepale I...

next plan in life is continue study,tapi tu nanti..for a while I dah figure & details... I nak masuk kelas baking.. hahah.. well i kan suke makan.. Y don't I divert it to something that can making money...
macam business yg open ni, The ideas came while i shoppe.. Pop up from my mind,why didn't i used my addiction to make business.

So let's making life busy... Kalau ade sape2 i fall in love,heh i will keep it 1st... Jangan marah ye..


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It's all coming back to me now

i felt miserable back now... i don't know what to do. i miss him...a lot.
thinking of him make me tired and disappointed.
he did coming back last 2 weeks, i lied,told him i already had bf instead i don't have 1.
he said he will wait and don't want me left my new bf for him. but he wish i could give him a chance and asked me to let him be the last choice in my life, i thought he's changing but as what i thinking he's not. he go back to his gf and the reason he so stressful and the girl pop up from earth presenting while he devastated in life. which no work,no place to live and no one to love. so he asked the girl to have another chance which he not really sure how far they can go. so am i the 1 that have to wait right now!!
i just want him show more effort to win me back.
i met him tonight, then i confess what i really wanted. yes no one could replace him. he said never reject him,he the 1 who want me back. he should show how much he wanted me back,to love me more,to appreciates me and prove to me how much he love me. and middle of confessional the girl called. it's time to fetch her.
then he said we'll discuss this matter later. shut.. i wouldn't have talk with him anymore. what was he's thinking,want to be a friend with me,to chill and chat. heartless.. i guess i need to learn to hate him now and forever. Ya Allah please forgive me to hate him. this the only way to get rid him off.
i really wanted him to get off from my life. why You always makes him come back. he's juggling my life, my love, my emotion. i hate love. i hate to love guys. this feeling is sucks, they all sucks...

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