Ape yg aku rase skang...

Didadaku ada kamu...
Ape yg aku tgh fikir sekarang ni pon aku xtau..
Sebab aku x penah rase cmni b4...
Kekadang macam angau pon ade gak...
Terasa macam teenage girl yg fall in love..

Each time thinking bout him my heart beating fast.
But he didnt know that i like him..
I cant say it to him cause aku x ready to lose him at the moment.
Yelah when i confess sure friendship kitorang akn jadi awkward.
I got some good n bad advice for confession.

So actually rily miss him.tapi kene tahan je...
So i say it in here... :-(
Tak nak too expose. Segan ngan kawan².
At the moment there's only 1 fren dat know everything.
All the happy n sadness.

Aku tak sangka aku jumpe org yg matching with wat i wish..
But maybe im not the 1 that wat he wish.
That is y,he try to ignore wat ever hint dat i gave.
Takpe la..im happy to love him from afar.
Im happy know...


I wish he knew..and didnt turn me down...
Harap doa ku dimakbulkan...



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Now im fine

At last a bit relief after heard the sound of Mr. S
For the last 3 days he didnt reply my txt.
curiosity to the max impact.
Yeah he's not feeling well.
I tot his cough getting worst.

Or i had miss-word that hurt his feeling...
Rupanya he went back to hometown. ade relative yang passed away.
He take EL for 2 days...
I juz knew it.
I was discussing about him with my cs, then suddenly he txt me...
That's the way i knew that he went back to kampung.

Ok, now im fine...


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Battery keteku kong

Huh,money...penting nye bile emergency.
Hahahah...tadi all of sudden my car wont start...
Nasib dah smpi somewhere area my house.
Konon la g kedai to buy some sayur because i was planning nak masak padprik.
Oh ye arini aku puase. heheh rajin kan...

Naik je kete put on the key and it wont start.
Macam short-circuit.. and suddenly sume blinking.
Fuel sensor, radio, meter sume blinking.
Power window,central lock pon malfunction.
Panic la ape lagi...1st person to cal... ABAH.

Called abah, nasib la round there ade la workshop which abah kenal the pomen...
Rupe² nye battery kong.
Dah try jumper tapi jalan ade la tiga langkah.
Last² aku park kete then abah g bli battery baru...
Oleh kerana duit x cukup then aku hutang la dlu...
ni pon nak kene change oil filter n minyak itam... waaaaaaaa
abes la duit gaji nxt month.....

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My Weeked

This whole weekend x bape sihat...
All of sudden sore throat and Mr. S got Flu.
When to Clinic last friday took a medi also a cough med for him.
Unfortunately Mr. S meeting until late.
Hilarious things i've done is asking Harun to company me.Promise to wait at Sunway while waiting Mr. S finish meeting.
Then Harun also late... W.T.Fish...Keep on waiting til i fall asleep in a car @ station.Too bad Harun wait for the bus at IOI mall for 1hour to Sunway, sebab terlalu fade up,
then i said 'wait for me to pick u up,i cant wait for this long'
Then i took him too Kelana Mall for have a dinner-while waiting.

Chilling, and its getting late. Then Mr. S txtin me.
Said too tired then asked me not to wait.
He will take later. But i didnt go back,instead i cont chilin wif Harun till late.
The next day when to KL wif Harun.

Need to find some shirt. Decided to take a public transport to Pavi.
Park my car at Kg. Baaru took LRT-Putra to Dang wangi.
Then proceed wif Monorail @ Bkt Nenas to Bkt Bintang...
With the construction at KL Plaza KL is so a mess...
Malaysia public transport isn't something that could be proud off... :-(

Linger around then when into Couch
I stuck on this bag... it just sudden WOW...Tapi nnt la, waiting another...another...another pay cheque.
Yeah rite...next month to spore, the next month is Raya.. And the very another 2 month Road expiry date.Huh... got lots things to do wif the $$...
I think i need to find some1 at US to bought it for me.
Coz it cost almost half from here.

Proceed... the When into Sg. Wang cari baju that i wanted.
Dapat then go to The Curve to grab lunch. After linger around when to Sunway.
Lepak n got dinner there...Around 11 swift to Pantai Dalam meet up our frens...
Then leka,huh it's already 2am...OMGucci...
I gtg, need to send Harun back to Puchong then me to Sg buloh...
The result....i woke at 12pm today....

still tiring....

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Culture Shock..

People might said I am culture shock.
yes i admit it coz 3 years living like hell in prison.

I knew him when i just started working.
The time that i got my own money but couldn't spend it.
So when i'm free now...
i have so much time n money to pampered myself.

Holiday with friends,buy things i wanted,chilling at fav restaurant.
Is it wrong or is it too late to have fun at this age?
Sometimes I wonder,am i having a conflict between my eager or depress feeling?
What i know i became shopaholic.

I'm trying to meditate myself before i'm getting broke.
hahaha....

Tapi thanks to Allah because I still got friends by my side.
Even majority already tied the knot.

At the moment I'm happy being shopaholic while i dont commit wif any1.
I just waiting a rite time to say...not out loud... but confession part 1
wah macam title lagu usher...
and to all my friend wish me luck.hope feel the same way...


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Before You Say "I Do"

Just finished watch this movie @ Hallmark Channel.
Touching how the guy struggling to win the Love one.
Wishing be the man before a big mistake happen.went back 10 years before her Love 1 make wrong decision by marrying the wrong person n became phobia wif marriage.

Basically about choosing the rite 1 for us to spend a whole life together.
Why women always make a wrong decision even it's clearly in front of u that he's not meant to be wif us?
After what was happen we treat bad to ourselves.
Make it as a phobia...
Nothing's wrong with LOVE.

We won't miss it until we lose it.
Open up your eyes there's a soul-mate in front of you

There's a time i wish i could turn back the time...but now
I wish can fast forward until i have the courage to say the L word.

There's a word I've learned...
We've got met a few wrong people before meet the rite 1.
So when we found it we know how to appreciates it.
Cherish the love..


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Weekend yg ...

Last Sat..aku went out wif Harun g Sunway Piramid.
Aku pickup Harun kat IOI mall.
Then we proceed to Sunway.
Actually aku company Harun to some kind of talk about investment kat Sunway Hotel & Resort.

Hi-tea kat Sunway hotel.Oleh kerana aku teman die then die dapat voucher RM100 at Robinson/mark & spencer.So he gave me rm50.
I got for myself IRIS body & hand lotion & IRIS powder talcum... wangiiiiii
Aku letak kat opis senang skit ade wangi-wangian...

Tapi b4 tu aku n Harun jalan2 la kat Sunway tu.
Tapi nothing much can do sebab 2-2 tgh broke.

Pastu kami hanya mampu lepak kat mamak stall je...
Lame gak la jalan nye jalan tau2 dh malam...
Nasib la tgh AV (anti-visit) so skip solat xpe.

Pastu dlm kol 8pm kot aku kuar dr sunway n lepak somewhere kat area kedai tu.
Pastu tibe² pop-up dr our mind nk g Karaoke.
Huh ade la somewhere round there kedai karaoke 'kotak jamban'
Y i call it that way,sebab kecik mcm jamban dlm film P.Ramlee.
hahaha...
ok la rm10 for 12 songs.
melalak la smpi pengsan,pastu sambung lepak tau² dh kol 12.30am.

Aku pon anta Harun balik kt Puchong then aku straight blk.
Dah lame x have fun sampai lewat camni.
Next plan...Harun gonna take me to MTV World Stage diz 31st May.
Yeay.....

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