Everything happen must for a reason : .

Everything happen must for a reason,,,
Just like wat happen to my previous relationship,even its bad but its turn me to a gud one... erm i guess so...
1st because he force me to wearing tudung,then Allah opened up my heart to learn more about Islam...Alhamdullillah I've found the right part. And sequel to the journey of my learning Abah has brought me to perform Umrah. Another gud reason after breaking up...i get back to my family that once upon a time i really wanted to left so bad..
Then its another reason i get close to Mr S. Sharing his experience performing Umrah n Hajj.
Yeah that's right 'Sharing is caring'...
But still Mr S is not the right person. i guess...
Times flew and still no feedback from him,so just let him fly away... :-)
I'm not finding a GREAT guy,it is good enough to have the FINE one..
I guess I'm too old to get fling... and i need a safeness in life n relationship.

What ever happen in life there's must be a reason..
Don't ever blame yourself or other to what ever happen...
All we need i redha....

A credit to my friend who sending me an sms...
"Seandainya Allah memakbulkan doa kita,maka Dia menyayangi kita,
Andainya Dia lambat makbulkan nya,maka Dia ingin menguji kita,
Seandainya Dia tidak memakbulkan doa kita, maka Dia merancang sesuatu yang lebih baik buat kita...
Oleh itu bersangka baiklah dalam apa jua keadaan kerana kasih sayang Allah s.w.t itu mendahului kemurkaanNya...



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Ramadhan

Arini 1st day puase..
And today besday my andika demok n and my stingy cs memen...
2 both person yg very important in my life...
my cs function utk gaduh n my money lender.
and demok is buah ati yg sgt notty...

feel a bit different diz year nye puase..
biase nye amalan x la complete mane...tapi diz year nekad nak fulfill any amalan dalam bulan ramadhan ni... ye la nk menambah amalan.
bukan susah nak tambah pahala cume malas je,manusia biase.

i try my best to fulfill my wish list for this ramadhan.
xnk cakap la, takot dapat nak tunai kan...
but i'm trying the best of me...

insyallah


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Next Plan...

So far i do have a plan for this 2 months.
This 27th 0f Nuzul quran been replaced at 11th, which means 1st day puase.Jadi cuti. Tapi not sure la get the cuti or not..
Tau je la, shipment mane reti cuti.

What eva but thats not the main plan.
The climax is on 28th aug im goin to spore.
Been planned for and ages to buy DLSR camera.
This 1 guy at camerashop recommend me to buy Sony α330.Cost kat KL after nego RM1850.
Ingat nak survey market kat spore dulu..
Nak beli,tapi kene tgk budget cukup x..

Pastu 2nd plan,
1st day rase after g kubur arwah mak, i was thinking to balik tangkak straight away.
1st malas nak g kampung auntie,which tiap² tahun must pegi..
Boring la...so i've made my mind. Just tak tau either adik² nak ikut x.
Then 2nd day raye maybe proceed to JB alone gak kot.
Tapi kene tgk budget gak ni...sebarang planning je.

What ever it is...
Tak sabar nak puase and raye...
And nak planning utk year 2011..
huh....already meh?
This time i'm gonna stick to the plan...and make the plan succeed!!
Is a must..


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Ape yg aku rase skang...

Didadaku ada kamu...
Ape yg aku tgh fikir sekarang ni pon aku xtau..
Sebab aku x penah rase cmni b4...
Kekadang macam angau pon ade gak...
Terasa macam teenage girl yg fall in love..

Each time thinking bout him my heart beating fast.
But he didnt know that i like him..
I cant say it to him cause aku x ready to lose him at the moment.
Yelah when i confess sure friendship kitorang akn jadi awkward.
I got some good n bad advice for confession.

So actually rily miss him.tapi kene tahan je...
So i say it in here... :-(
Tak nak too expose. Segan ngan kawan².
At the moment there's only 1 fren dat know everything.
All the happy n sadness.

Aku tak sangka aku jumpe org yg matching with wat i wish..
But maybe im not the 1 that wat he wish.
That is y,he try to ignore wat ever hint dat i gave.
Takpe la..im happy to love him from afar.
Im happy know...


I wish he knew..and didnt turn me down...
Harap doa ku dimakbulkan...



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Now im fine

At last a bit relief after heard the sound of Mr. S
For the last 3 days he didnt reply my txt.
curiosity to the max impact.
Yeah he's not feeling well.
I tot his cough getting worst.

Or i had miss-word that hurt his feeling...
Rupanya he went back to hometown. ade relative yang passed away.
He take EL for 2 days...
I juz knew it.
I was discussing about him with my cs, then suddenly he txt me...
That's the way i knew that he went back to kampung.

Ok, now im fine...


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Battery keteku kong

Huh,money...penting nye bile emergency.
Hahahah...tadi all of sudden my car wont start...
Nasib dah smpi somewhere area my house.
Konon la g kedai to buy some sayur because i was planning nak masak padprik.
Oh ye arini aku puase. heheh rajin kan...

Naik je kete put on the key and it wont start.
Macam short-circuit.. and suddenly sume blinking.
Fuel sensor, radio, meter sume blinking.
Power window,central lock pon malfunction.
Panic la ape lagi...1st person to cal... ABAH.

Called abah, nasib la round there ade la workshop which abah kenal the pomen...
Rupe² nye battery kong.
Dah try jumper tapi jalan ade la tiga langkah.
Last² aku park kete then abah g bli battery baru...
Oleh kerana duit x cukup then aku hutang la dlu...
ni pon nak kene change oil filter n minyak itam... waaaaaaaa
abes la duit gaji nxt month.....

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My Weeked

This whole weekend x bape sihat...
All of sudden sore throat and Mr. S got Flu.
When to Clinic last friday took a medi also a cough med for him.
Unfortunately Mr. S meeting until late.
Hilarious things i've done is asking Harun to company me.Promise to wait at Sunway while waiting Mr. S finish meeting.
Then Harun also late... W.T.Fish...Keep on waiting til i fall asleep in a car @ station.Too bad Harun wait for the bus at IOI mall for 1hour to Sunway, sebab terlalu fade up,
then i said 'wait for me to pick u up,i cant wait for this long'
Then i took him too Kelana Mall for have a dinner-while waiting.

Chilling, and its getting late. Then Mr. S txtin me.
Said too tired then asked me not to wait.
He will take later. But i didnt go back,instead i cont chilin wif Harun till late.
The next day when to KL wif Harun.

Need to find some shirt. Decided to take a public transport to Pavi.
Park my car at Kg. Baaru took LRT-Putra to Dang wangi.
Then proceed wif Monorail @ Bkt Nenas to Bkt Bintang...
With the construction at KL Plaza KL is so a mess...
Malaysia public transport isn't something that could be proud off... :-(

Linger around then when into Couch
I stuck on this bag... it just sudden WOW...Tapi nnt la, waiting another...another...another pay cheque.
Yeah rite...next month to spore, the next month is Raya.. And the very another 2 month Road expiry date.Huh... got lots things to do wif the $$...
I think i need to find some1 at US to bought it for me.
Coz it cost almost half from here.

Proceed... the When into Sg. Wang cari baju that i wanted.
Dapat then go to The Curve to grab lunch. After linger around when to Sunway.
Lepak n got dinner there...Around 11 swift to Pantai Dalam meet up our frens...
Then leka,huh it's already 2am...OMGucci...
I gtg, need to send Harun back to Puchong then me to Sg buloh...
The result....i woke at 12pm today....

still tiring....

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