ape lagi nak cakap.. pemgalaman mengajar,tapi do we learn?
dah kene banyak kali tapi masih senang nak cite hal kat org lain, and juz got a really bad instinct to my new friendship with Jane. Did she really sincere with the friendship or she just being a selfish to herself until die tak realize die dah sakit kan hati aku.
aku mule rase diketuk to realize when he secretly messenger with Fared,the 1 that was like her. tapi dah turn to me on jane's match-make date. tapi seems like die jealous dengan aku suddenly when she found out that how stable is Fared was. ok,fine.. aku x mintak die carikan bf utk aku. and aku x pernah categorize a criteria a man who shud be with me. aku pon xtau nak ckp ape. tpi amna said stop hoping dengan fared and try to avoid a lil and give a space to myself.
insyallah aku akan balik sg buloh balik. doing my normal life..
aku renting kat luar sebab aku need space to myself which i no longer have any my space in sg buloh. tapi buat ape duduk luar kalau aku susah and paling worst sakit hati.
so i've made a decision, to move in back at sg buloh, i got plenty things to do.
i didn't succeed my mission this year and it is horrible. just 2 month left...
aku frust sgt sbb ade org yg sentiasa nak terasa die penting, so sanggup betray kawan die sendiri... and really got a bad instinct toward her.. sbb dalam diam die boleh msg.. kenape die x buat ni dlu... sudah la...
2 months ago