Saturday, December 31, 2011

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012

no komen for this year.
just wish to get more happiness in life for me and my family...

thank you Allah cause gimme another year to live..

amin

Sunday, December 25, 2011

my notty buat hal

my love andika buat hal mase kami shop kt Coach- Paragon..
die merajok sebab nak g main paly ground kat top floor.
so tibe2 die hilang...
dah nak pecah jantung.. last2 his dad pasan die dok bawah table...
ok fine

skali lagi die hilang...guess mane die pegi this time...
kat display window as mannequin

trip to spore

again... but this year i try to drive entering Singapore.
kali ni aku bring along Nik.. Hehehe..
Actually last minute change plan.. At !st nak naik bus tapi sebab cuaca sejok and always raining..
so aku takot asyik nak pegi toilet.. so do Nik.. so after calculation same bajet kalau naik bus..
so more if naik bus a bit leceh la nak bergerak kat sane since hujan kan nak naik public transport.
so naik la kete...
yeay,tapi total journey jadi panjang sebab too many accident happen.. urgh boring and tired...
so sampai JB tunggu amna n hubby. then pegi meet up kak ety at kg melayu having dinner and entering Singapore by use Woodland... sebab kami dah kat town.. next time datang kalau driving aku nak try enter dari Tuas.

so macam bese jammed sebab nak kne isi form and checking kat border.
so as 1st timer masuk kene la register my kete... ingat susah rupenye as long the roadtax valid then ok... so kene beli autopass card SD$10.. dalam ade SD$4, kuar je kene topup kat 7e pon boleh...selamat senang.

kad ni leh gune untuk parking, pass through ERP (some sort macam tol)

It will function bile nyale lampu.. mcm ni x fungsi la so kite lalu free.. die akan scan dr car plat # no and deduct auto dr auto pass kite... how it work - i dont know..

tempat visit - merlion and orchard road...
xdapat jalan sangat sebab hujan.. nak g USS pn xdpt..sedey
so kami make the trip short sat sampai monday balik KL..
xpe there will be another k nik...
sorry to disappoint u on ur 1st visit... xpe nanti i bawak u g jakarta or bandung k

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Wednesday, December 14, 2011

JODOH

kenape bile g kenduri mesti org akan tanye... 'haaa,ko ni bile lagi?'
susah nak jawab.. sebab aku xde bf.. klu ade pon ape hak aku utk kerah diorg kawen ngn aku?
boleh x jangan tanye until dapat kad jemputan?
tau x betapa pressure nye nak face keadaan single and available at the age of reach 3 series.
ingat aku suke2 ke xnak kawen... gile ke ape? aku islam mesti la nak kawen...
tapi jodoh tu rahsia Allah s.w.t.

tolong la jangan tanye. buntu sebab takde jawapan utk setiap org yg bertanya..

aku dh banyak sgt jumpe org yg salah... jadi ape salahnye kalau aku memilih?

i am not looking for a perfect guy but i am waiting for mr right... tapi mr right tu masih lagi menjadi rahsia Allah s.w.t.

moga ditemukan kan la jodoh yg terbaik...
amin~

Kenduri at Johor

10 dec- gerak dari rumah. konon nak konvoi ngan cik lina n syikin. kami almost at KLIA diorg baru keluar rumah.

reach pontian at 12pm,bese la abah yg drive. sampai terus pegi rumah cik mah, makan lunch and terus masuk home stay yg disediakan... tapi aku x selesa.. abah pon x selesa. so kitorang decide untuk cari hotel je. ye la cik mah x dapat sediakan yang terbaik utk semua.. mana lagi family dari KL, and family besan dari Pahang..
ronda2 a few hour dapat la 1 hotel kat ngan area pantai... tapi not allow to swim :-(
so check in la...

11 dec- had simple breakfast at aliff restaurant..some kind of maple la.. then balik rush siap utk kenduri kahwin jimah.. my cousin.. tapi suddenly period.. alamak potong mood..
then tolong here and there, makan lunch then kol 12 terus rush to JB, another kenduri, cousin b'tunang..

smpi JB ngam2 zohor, then makan layan tetamy... kol 5 ptg blk pontian semula sebab sume barang ade kat sane
malam had dinner kat tepi laut ngn cik lina n family.

12 dec- kami breakfast then kami check out and oegi rumah cik mah,amik mane2 yg ade lagi then balik kl...


Jimah & hubby - solemnization nyte @ Pontian



Mira Engagement @ JB


3 ari yg memenatkan...

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Monday, December 5, 2011

Sakit hati... part 2

so after send baju,ingat dah lega la..
so aku tunggu la Aisya ni cal,in case la ribbon yang aku request tu xleh nk suit or die x jumpe ribbon tu..
tapi xde so aku rase sume ok la.
sampai la ujung bulan oct... sebab teringat die kate leh siap hujung bulan kan... plan nak amik n buat perasamian utk Raya Haji...
Aku call dalam 1hb nov camtu... skali cakap x siap lagi.. and maybe friday 4 nov 2011..
geram malas nak amik,biar je la... later la amik.
boleh tak siap lagi,tapi die kate sikit je lagi nak touch up je. ok TOUCH UP je ye...

sampai la ari semalam 4 DEC 2011, niat nak g amik,so aku park tepi jalan asked nik utk turun g amik.then nik masuk kete empty hand..tanye mane baju i,die kate xde..budak tu kate dah update ngn ross kalau nk dtg amik call dlu sbb baju siap die x bawak g kedai, reason TAKOT NANTI TERJUAL'. WTFUCK...aku geram aku call die... die pusing cite pulak,kate call aku x dapat. die kate aku sepatutnya kne datang sekali lagi utk fitting sebab aku 1st time buat kat die...
huh? aku nak buat baju nikah ke? nak fitting bagai...and even nak fitting nape xde call aku suruh datang balik kedai...then aku tanye sebenar nye baju aku dah siap belum, mase raye haji cakap dah,yang kali ni pon ckp nk touch up gak.. why mase aku call time nak raye haji tu die takde pon kate nak kene fitting again...

sialan...

this will 1st and last...
customer copy - date/harge and paling penting no phone yg die bagi


ni ade ngn add
bodo nye tailor



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Sakit hati...

Kisah sakit hati..
terjadi last sunday.. means semalam bersamaan 04 dec 2011..
aku pergi selayang mall nak amik baju yang aku anta utk tempah about early october.
8 oct 2011,aku merayap cari tailor then jumpa 1 kat selayang mall. motif nak tempah baju for my cousin wedding & cousin engage... selamat nye sebab 1 theme color - turquoise color...
memang harga kain tu bape je..
so nak jadi cite,aku redah masuk kedai die,tanye boleh tak nak tempah maxi dress..
die kate boleh,so aku tunjuk kain,die boelh buat atau x. sebab aku takot kain tu pecah and tak suit utk buat dress...tapi die kate boleh so aku lukis utk die camne design yang aku nak.. pastu dengan selambe die sound aku- 'xnk tanye harge ke'..ok my bad so aku tanye bape.. die charge rm160..
die ingt aku ni mai dr kampung mane?
pastu aku cakap no need to rush i xnk baju i hancur.. die kate ok boleh by end of this month boleh siap.. bukak calendar depan aku... k fine..
so after die amik ukuran,die terus cakap nanti ape2 die call.so aku mintak no phone die..sebab aku x suke pick up call no yg aku x kenal...
ok lega dah tempah baju...

end 1st chapter

Saturday, December 3, 2011

hehehe

mmm macam biasa aku x leh blah ngan budak yg misteri tu...
nasib baik la misteri,so xde hal sgt... hehehe
susah nak cari org yang boleh aku suka and sayang...
so die tinggal kenangan... :)

tapi ade bende yg buat aku surprise gak la...
si fared leh whatsapp jane...
tapi still tanye aku ok ke/sihat ke...
i think ape yang die tanye tu just to make a conversation...
meluat gile wey...

insyallah aku xnak jumpa die..
kalau terjumpa pun aku akan cuba utk lari..
better!!

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Saturday, November 26, 2011

recovery session

mm smpi today masih lagi x purely cure.
still ade sakit2 lagi.. still ade batok lagi..
rimas betol..
wish me get well soon...


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Monday, November 14, 2011

Demam yg x diundang

Batuk dr jumaat sampai arini x ok lagi.
Friday night kene terok attack sampai early morning saturday tu kene g hospital sg. buloh.
amik neb. tapi paling x best the doc just asked 'ade demam'. die x rase ke haba meluap2 mase cek lungs aku tu.
pastu dengan selambe x amik temperature.
x paham. sekarang hospital kerajaan sume amik mudah je keje.
diorg x rse responsibility ke yg diorg tu tgh kerje nga nyawa org.
tau nak glamour profession je.
2 ari x leh bgn,flat.. tpi nasib baik sempat siapkan kerje yg amy bagi, gagah kan diri gak ni.
dah lame tak sakit cmni. seingt mase arwah mak ade lagi,demam gigil2 terok cmni.
mase mak ade boleh baring and request semue. everything is serve... never the best... she always be...
tapi sian gak ngan abh,he struggle utk jage aku. 2 ari die tak balik umah die sebab nak standby kat umah kami. takot kalau aku kne asthma attack tgh2 malam bute.
aku xde selera makan, die beli la seafood - ketam.. aku x leh makan, die masak sotong soy souce- pn aku x leh makan, last2 aku suh die masak sup campbell tu je la yg aku makan 2 ari ni.
pakai kan stoking mse aku tgh gigil2 hi fever. letak towel basah.
sian abah he trying the best.... tp rase2 nye kan boleh ke aku jumpa husband yg sanggup jaga aku cmne abah jage?
kalau macam arwah mak tu xkn sesape boleh lawan.

still sick.. tpi kene gi ofc dah besok

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Sunday, October 30, 2011

Never trust the devil inside us

ape lagi nak cakap.. pemgalaman mengajar,tapi do we learn?
dah kene banyak kali tapi masih senang nak cite hal kat org lain, and juz got a really bad instinct to my new friendship with Jane. Did she really sincere with the friendship or she just being a selfish to herself until die tak realize die dah sakit kan hati aku.
aku mule rase diketuk to realize when he secretly messenger with Fared,the 1 that was like her. tapi dah turn to me on jane's match-make date. tapi seems like die jealous dengan aku suddenly when she found out that how stable is Fared was. ok,fine.. aku x mintak die carikan bf utk aku. and aku x pernah categorize a criteria a man who shud be with me. aku pon xtau nak ckp ape. tpi amna said stop hoping dengan fared and try to avoid a lil and give a space to myself.
insyallah aku akan balik sg buloh balik. doing my normal life..
aku renting kat luar sebab aku need space to myself which i no longer have any my space in sg buloh. tapi buat ape duduk luar kalau aku susah and paling worst sakit hati.
so i've made a decision, to move in back at sg buloh, i got plenty things to do.
i didn't succeed my mission this year and it is horrible. just 2 month left...

aku frust sgt sbb ade org yg sentiasa nak terasa die penting, so sanggup betray kawan die sendiri... and really got a bad instinct toward her.. sbb dalam diam die boleh msg.. kenape die x buat ni dlu... sudah la...

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Single and Available

still single and available
dalam tak sedar dah setahun lebih.
and dalam tak sedar tahun ni pon dah half year flown away
tahun depan i'm gonna be 3series...
tension nya

getting older tapi unstable
nak cari kerja lain.

owh,,,start planning for next year and the next 3 years
lelaki...kalau ade jodoh kawin la...
taknak fikir,tapi sometimes rase lonely gak...

Sunday, July 3, 2011

move on

i try to move on..
try to be some new
try to accept a new love in life...

i doa and berharap perkenalan yang baru ni di berkati Allah
i just wish he's my destiny

But it's Allah secret... subhanallah...

but i still can't reveal who the person...
takot tak jadi nanti malu.... just harap semua org tolong doa kan moga kami jadi la ye...
insyallah

LOL
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Saturday, July 2, 2011

Tiring season

Biasa la, takde onternet and takde mase nak update blog..
Tapi i'm trying the best utk commit dengan blog bile ade masa terluang...
dah bulan 6 dan.. half year dah 2011 go through.

life so far still manage utk stabilize... hahah
biasa la financial problem... :)

business still in progress..
tengah cari fund lagi, because i taknak buat loan..
tengah manage utk buat collection..

life macam tu la... cume fill up sikit sebab dah stay rumah sewa balik.
tapi still borig

ade someone in my life but i cant reveal yet sebab tak confirm lagi..
tak best sikit sebab kitorang susah nak jumpa... die sangat la workaholic...
he's working with TNB.. guy from south...
so far cuma my bestbuddy tau hal die...

and sekarang i tengah berubat for my asthma at alor setar..
so every 2 weeks i will go there... a bit tiring tapi kene usaha
i akan usaha sedaya upaya untuk baik kan lelah ni...
as least aku tak payah bergantung dengan ubat.

1st treatment is on my besday... a day after my besday...
so next week kene pergi lagi utk follow-up session


LOL
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Friday, June 3, 2011

cooking!?

Huh today I'm going to cook.
The menu, mmm undecided yet..
Main course - butter rice, ayam rendang malaysia and vegie.
Now I'm going to Giant to buy the ingredient to cook.
So wish me luck...



LOL
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Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Sequel weekend yg Busy

A bit tiring,but full of satisfaction :D
Ni je la pict yang sempat diambil & di upload

while @ Feringghi - Angelina Naliq

When in Tutorial class of Pra-kursus Perkahwinan ;-)

Ayiem & Lea's Wedding

Supporter who not very supportive.. hehe
Sebab theme color suppose RED
Instead kami ber-4 unplanned wearing MAROON.



Lurve..
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Wednesday, April 6, 2011

My weekend..

Since past a few weeks before, I tersangat la membusy kan diri...
I went to Penang for 3 day, the following weekend went for Kursus Kahwin at TTDI, to Bangi for Anya aqiqah ceremony and chilling with friends..

Owh 1 good news is, i dah registered a company with collaborate...ush no la this is sharing business with Jane.. is a partnership. Registered Enterprise je.. we called it 'Ribbon Republic'... so nice.

unfortunately the business not running aggressively sebab nak bagi laluan utk Jane & Naliq settle down 1st on Oct this year...Insyallah
Lagipon fund raiser belum ade... I wish by the end of this year saham aku dapat byk la... "i guess i need to increase lagi 5% la..."

so kene la postpone dulu shopping spree to Bandung. Tapi takpe ape yang ade skang ni kami on je dulu... tak menjadi masalah. now kami planning utk buat hamper for Hari Raya... so sekarang i still searching the items... Buat calculation for budget and cost price and retail price...

as u all knows my Love life is sucks.. haha... so its better to take a break 1st.. focus and concentrating to my business 1st. owh there's a time i feel sick & tired nak keje kat WD.. but after a few consideration,actually after balik dari penang resting... I try to take positive side and move on.. absorb the weaken, stand up straight high... proudly so org tak pijak kepale I...

next plan in life is continue study,tapi tu nanti..for a while I dah figure & details... I nak masuk kelas baking.. hahah.. well i kan suke makan.. Y don't I divert it to something that can making money...
macam business yg open ni, The ideas came while i shoppe.. Pop up from my mind,why didn't i used my addiction to make business.

So let's making life busy... Kalau ade sape2 i fall in love,heh i will keep it 1st... Jangan marah ye..


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Saturday, March 5, 2011

It's all coming back to me now

i felt miserable back now... i don't know what to do. i miss him...a lot.
thinking of him make me tired and disappointed.
he did coming back last 2 weeks, i lied,told him i already had bf instead i don't have 1.
he said he will wait and don't want me left my new bf for him. but he wish i could give him a chance and asked me to let him be the last choice in my life, i thought he's changing but as what i thinking he's not. he go back to his gf and the reason he so stressful and the girl pop up from earth presenting while he devastated in life. which no work,no place to live and no one to love. so he asked the girl to have another chance which he not really sure how far they can go. so am i the 1 that have to wait right now!!
i just want him show more effort to win me back.
i met him tonight, then i confess what i really wanted. yes no one could replace him. he said never reject him,he the 1 who want me back. he should show how much he wanted me back,to love me more,to appreciates me and prove to me how much he love me. and middle of confessional the girl called. it's time to fetch her.
then he said we'll discuss this matter later. shut.. i wouldn't have talk with him anymore. what was he's thinking,want to be a friend with me,to chill and chat. heartless.. i guess i need to learn to hate him now and forever. Ya Allah please forgive me to hate him. this the only way to get rid him off.
i really wanted him to get off from my life. why You always makes him come back. he's juggling my life, my love, my emotion. i hate love. i hate to love guys. this feeling is sucks, they all sucks...

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Friday, February 18, 2011

SROTTT SROTTT

this week been attack by sore throat,flu and sequence with asthma..
waaaaa...
i hate being sick.
felt weak, exhausted and very very sick.

and my ex suddenly pop up from outer space.
creating a new prob again.
shut... this is most virus that i can rid off.

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Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Weekend X.T.V.T

last weekend life start begin at 7pm...
hahaha as usually becoz over the weekend ade opportunities nak bangun lambat.
k fine.
after teringin nak makan khailan ikan masin, so we decide to shop at Tesco.
beli a few things then eiyla & lea called.
karaoke time...
so after masak n makan me, jane and idie pon shoot of kat
karaoke.
sampai lagi 10min left...so me n jane tambah lagi sejam
...

lets karaoke sampai ilang suara...



oo last skali afis-idie's fren sampai...
erm hensem... tp sorry picture xde..



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Sunday, January 30, 2011

2011





alhamdulillallah... ape yg aku wish last year dapat dah...


My HP G42 lappy

my Blackberry Curve 8250

syukur sume dont cost so much.
insyallah kalau ade rezeki aku nak bli camera palk... the thing yang aku wish sangat.
tapi tengah pikir should i buy Digicam or DSLR cam.
not sure yet because i need to buy DSLR so that my adik boleh pakai. Sebab she taking photograpy club kat sekolah die. so tak la useless sgt,atleast ade photograper kat umh kami... hehehe and model nye aku la sape lagi.
wakakakakaka....
ye la sape lagi nak jadi bahan experiment kan...
tapi high cost.... no its ok. aku kene support adik.
sape lagi kalau takk her onw blood sucker... haha even suck but still in a phat family..
insyallah la,tapi taktau bile...


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Friday, January 7, 2011

SNEAK PEEK


Sorry my dear blog, lame tak update. I’ve been busy this a few months.
Lagi pon hehehe laptop jahanam. The only way to update is through cc.x bape nak rajin g.
Alamak u know la whats the feel to go to cc when we already comfort online at home.

Seriously I felt like an idiot. Time study dlu, cc la tempat pujaan atiku…
What ever like to update, even bende ni akan buat sume org marah. Tapi I’ve realize my happiness is with him. Although he wif somebody else rite now.

Mmg la sedih,tapi this is I wanted to. So kene la redha.
Rite now, baru baik but not back together. Actually I don’t what does he felt towards me.
And I don’t even ask. In fact, I’m scared the word might hurt me. So it is better to flow slowly, softly like this.

What is good is his son still sayang wif me… hehehehe
Even his families still have a good expression to me. Last a few days I went out for dinner wif Anda while watched bola AFF Mal vs Ind at Mc Donald.
Of course he was there also.
It is a good starter for me to get back wif him.
And actually I really missed Anda. I take care of him since he was 2 till I brake off last year. Now he’s already 6.

So this year I wish my life will be happier then before. I hope Anda akan sayang kat aku. Between he n I just let Allah decide what the best for us.

This Saturday I’m planning to go to Times Square theme park having fun together wif Anda. Hopefully everything will be ok.


This is Anda before off to kindergarten.

Amin
Will update the activities later…

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